NORMANATION

just weird.

2007-03-18T17:30:00.000+08:00

Whats wrong with the world? I'm seated beside a 4 year year old shouting "putang-ina" everytime his player gets killed! When i was 4, i pee on my bed.

Best commercial jingle!!! ever!

2007-01-09T22:42:00.000+08:00

"pag-three years old na, Bonakid preschool na".. For the first time, I moved my head like a black dude with the tune.. That says it all.. haha.. spirit lifter. I wish I was three.

on HATE.

2007-01-09T22:39:00.000+08:00

It only matters if the person who hates you deserves your explanation or remorse. If he or she is not worth it, then don't worry. Let them hate you!

new year!!!

2007-01-09T22:32:00.000+08:00

another year closer to my deathbed.. another year to test my limits... another year to get over with... another year to remember, i guess.

BA 129 experience.NOv 17,2006. you've got to read this.

2006-11-18T18:37:00.000+08:00

so here's what happened last friday 17-nov-06.

We were required to pass a list of our groupmates, there should be four, it is imperative. And our group is very skeptical about our fourth member, who left his 2:30-4 sched just to join us in our group, and our class is 1-2:30. also, he had been trying really hard to join our group, as if we were that hardworking. He had been like courting us during the sembreak and at the registration period. Noel said yes, I did say yes also,he never asked paul, but we were very skeptical.Why wouldn't we, he has council stuff, he never approached us, or shown interest whatsoever, at all. And, although it is really immature to base our decisions on hearsay, we really did hear a lot of uninviting things/experiences others had with him as their groupmate. so there. But we had him on our list, we even asked permission from Mam Agustin if she can allow us to group together, (apparently she does not like boybands). And she said it's ok, that was last tuesday.

The "fourth" member never knew of our skepticism. That made things worst!

So, friday comes. And we were asked to pass our list. Paul, noel and I were seatmates. the 4th member was seated behind paul. anyway, paul only wrote three names. and then passed it to mam. And mam agustin read it aloud. I could not even move. And what's worse, as mam was reading the list, paul and noel left the room for their personal reasons. Noel needed glue for his pic, paul had to pee. so I was left to witness everything unfold.
It was so devastating. Then mam asked, "who among you has no group?". then he raised his hand. another girl (boi-boi) had no group too. so mam examined the groups, she saw ours, and then said, "I dont like all-boy groups, mr. noynay, join their group." What the hell? Did she just say she did not like all-boy groups? so there. I gained the courage to look at jb and said that paul just forgot to write him, which i think is a really lousy excuse. BUt we had a proof that he was really the fourth member ever since. Our paper of proposals had his name on it, printed, with colors. That paper basically saved us. Jb was destined to be our groupmate afterall.

And here comes paul, shocked and Noel, singing his fave christina aguilera song. They missed the most exciting part of that day's 129.

Sorry j.b. we can get through this. people change and forgive.

Pressure!!!!

2006-11-14T15:30:00.000+08:00

Pressure's slowly sucking me in as early as now. I wish i knew why. All these org stuff, academic crap, and of course, life. Will i take the UP LAE? Will i get him as our fourth member? will I take over our provicial org? will companies accept me? will i shut this girl in front of me up, she's being too irritatingly cutesy? "will i be pretty, will i be rich?", she says.

Which leads me to this idea: The best thing to do now is gear towards a "que sera sera" attitude.

i can do this. I will do this.

im a WOWOWEE FAN, deal with it!

2006-10-31T00:05:00.000+08:00

Wow. this sembreak is wholotta fun.. especially at around noon of every weekday.

I am really amazed of how I've grown up to be a Wowowee fan. I don't like willie to begin with. but now, i think i neither like or dislike him. neutral. well, I love the show nonetheless. But not to the extent that I'll fall in line for days and let people step on my unconscious body that will eventually kill me just to be in that show. I'm a fan of wowowee with selfishly chauvinistic reasons. I enjoy watching people who desperately seek willie's attention. What the heck is BOOM TARAT TARAT? sing and dance and then get picked if you made a total jerk out of yourself. people in their 80's or 90's apparently have ADHD. laughtrip! also, apparently, everyone has grave problems and talents at the same time. where do you find someone who talks bout her mother being mortally ill and then 3 seconds later, she's dancing "spaghett-ing pataas, pataas ng pataas..." WHo can't help but laugh right? Where on earth can you find a host who reads "SACHET" by with a strong-sounding "T", huh? I hate silent letters too, but I never fall with "sachet", never. Bottomline, I like to laugh. And wowowee satisfies that need. that is why i'm a fan.

I suggest, just for once, watch it. I usually change channels after the BIGa-Ten cause I'm not a fan of pera o Bayong. well, if you like learning different color-names which are weird-sounding, go ahead, finish the show.

I'm glad I didn't miss wowowee last saturday. *boom tarat tarat, boom tarat tarat, tararat, tararat, boom boom boom* haha.
laughter is the medicine, unless you have cancer in which you need to have a chemotherapy.

enjoy sembreak!!

THE SEM THAT WAS: P.E, POKER, POOR EXAM RESULTS

2006-10-19T23:28:00.000+08:00

this is one of the most memorable semester i have ever had.

I would not probably forget my weight training class, where almost everyday, i can't stop thinking why am i in such a class. It's my 5th PE. My PE class has the poorest internal control over students' weight training records. (Naks. hi mam valcarcel). I would easily jot down that i lifted a heavier wieght without actually contracting any muscle group. it's incredible. (i dunno if this is safe to say now, baka masingko ako, i'll take the risk anyway). But i did it seldomly. Usually when my shoulder aches from a tennis game, or abadminton game the day before. oh, who would forget the written exam in PE. Wow, even Satan wouldn't get a score of 40. it was hard. 45 items. You have to know your anatomy (verbatim), and our daily exercise routines. i particularly liked "gluteus maximus".

did i mention I almost bashed someone's head with two 20lbs plates? how could i not forget that. It still gives me chills just writing bout it. hi ria! i'm so sory, i almost accidentally killed you.

POKER. a modern day sport. Sometimes when i calculate all my losses, it would amount to around 1,000 pesos or more. Almost all in mico's wallet now. and this is only like 7 days of poker. in "days" in meant 1hour and 30mins. We would usually play 1-2:30 mth in BA. poker is not allowed in BA after mam glo caught this group of boys playing at the CDR. how lousy was that?
I bought a new poker set for the purpose of using it in our org's poker tour, the first ever in UP. and also to secretly practice at home. why do i always lose? imagine one time, i got a "full king" and then my pokermate had "quadro Aces". that was really bull.
THE RIVERBOY HAS DROWNED. i' ll get you some other time.

to be continued. kevin said may grades na sa geog...

i'm going home!!

2006-10-19T23:19:00.000+08:00

As i predicted, i got low scores on every final exam i took on a certain Thursday. the worst was controllership. I was not surprised, at all.

Anyway, i'm off to "Tuwerao", mia's modification of Tuguegarao, which i miss so much. Although my sem isn't done yet, (i still have two papers which keep me busy every night), i need to go home right away. there's this urgent call that i have to go home.

post-exam depression/anger

2006-10-14T23:14:00.000+08:00

shit!!! i envision that I will fail all my exams.. but thats ok.. what really is a bummer is this text message saying that I did not complete my SSS field work!!! 47.05 hours my ass!!!! There's this list of students who did not finish their 50hour work. i mean one of our classmates had only 45 hours but got his certificate! why can't i? tell me.. this really sucks!! shit!! I swore i'll never go back to sss, but i guess promises are made to be broken.. I wonder why ivan isn't on the list..

exams suck bigtime

2006-10-11T11:03:00.000+08:00

i have three more exams to go and all will be administered on thursday (tomorrow). and only a day to study. Im no super human. I think exams are not important. They don't prove anything. So what if you failed a controllership exam, does that make you less of a person? damn no! I refuse to be identified with my grades, or exam scores. Wow! i cant believe i just said that. pressure's slowly sucking me in. got to study. hard, real hard. I've memorized quite a number of words now. I have to get high scores. oh god, what's that word again.. ADEQUATE!!! bank balances, cash records... all that crap..

Figure me out.

happy birthday mum

2006-10-09T12:57:00.000+08:00

"i have been astonished that men could die martyrs for their religion- I have shuddered at it. I shudder no more. I could be martyred for my religion. Love is my religion and I could die for that. I could die for you."

love you mum!!!

no poker for today.

2006-10-09T12:37:00.000+08:00

Who would have thought that our "one-time, big time" poker game would not push through. I am highly disappointed. Having read articles on how to play WPT style for the past three days in exchange for case analyses, for a night at starbucks with friends, for studying for the exam week. I even practiced with some of my friends which costs me around 200 bucks. I even misseed wowowee last saturday!!! that's how dismayed i was. Motherpoker!!!

I even brought along my poker set which weighs almost half my body weight, with my laptop (around two kilos), and some books.This really sucks. My shoulders hurt.

my co-competitors are disheartened themselves. Anyway, bottomline: there is always a next time.

got exams to study for. poker will have to wait for now.

I missed wowowee still. this really sucks. honestly.

Live/Leave

2006-09-24T23:59:00.000+08:00

Believe what is heard.
Run away from the echoes.
They haunt you;

Believe and run.

Crash in the walk of destiny.
Find the hands that formed
all things.
They strengthen you;

Crash and see.

Accept what was offered.
And then return to the
cloudy past; catch the
stars that fall.
They fascinate you;

Accept and come back.

welcome

2006-09-22T23:53:00.000+08:00

THIS IS MY ONE-COUNTRY WORLD